... and shattered. Exhausted. Bloody hell! Feel sick a lot of the time, feel hungry, feel like I can't do anything after lunch, and as soon as they are in bed I'm in my pyjamas, and am getting into that trance-like sleep around 9pm. Edward waking sometimes 3.50am, sometimes 5.30am... hardly ever 6am. Her behaviour through the roof. Refusing to do things. Saying 'no' and 'I don't want to' to everything. E.g. this morning trying to leave for group, wouldn't go to the toilet, wouldn't brush teeth, wouldn't put shoes on... cue me absolutely on my knees just getting the two of them into the car, obviously late, for a toddler group.
Told my counsellor this week that I'm pregnant. Stress with work still ongoing. Have contacted my union rep now, and although the original email was acknowledged she hasn't got back to me in any meaningful way.
We've seen a house for sale within touching distance. Near to the school. Next-door to Claire and Rebecca. Probably out of our price-range but close enough to make us think. Going to see it on Saturday. Could possibly borrow from our parents to bridge the gap. Have been in touch with mortgage company and they will lend us a limited amount.
Got my appointment with the chiropodist this afternoon and in a sad way am really looking forward to making some progress on getting my feet better!
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