BFN!

Well, to cut a long story short - I'm not pregnant! I had utterly convinced myself, and was having all manner of pregnancy symptoms. Last Sunday/Monday I had some light spotting, and after trawling on the internet for ages came up with the idea that this must be an implantation bleed. I was working out when I'd start my maternity leave, and getting really carried away with things... so much so that I decided to test early on the Wednesday night - BFN. No matter which way I looked at it, the line in the window was a line and not a cross like I had last time with Elizabeth. I still didn't believe, and thought it might be a false negative, but the very next morning my period arrived. I still couldn't quite accept it, and thought it might be piles (!) but no. I'm not pregnant. I've been through every emotion, and am now charting my temperature on Fertility Friend to get a better indication of when I ovulate, despite husband saying that we should just carry on as normal and not worry too much. Hmm. Next 'window' is next weekend. We'll see how that goes.